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Holla! Hello! Annyeong! Hye Guyssss, as usual it's me. So I wanna share a story about me that I had hold into for a long time. *taking a deep breathe* Okay first of all is I wanna make an announcement that I had been giving up my life for BOYS! Wanna know why? I just dont know how to express this but I'm kinda giving up for boys recently because most of my boy friends were so upsetting for me. I think that me and them can't get along well and I dont know what's wrong with it. I admit that I was super close with boys at school, we played together, chatting, sharing problems, teasing around and all. But, there was a time that I think I got mad when seeing another girl or any girls that been around them. Did I jealous? I am? I don't think so but I was super hate when seeing those girls around them. It's not like I'm controlling my boy friends life but it was such a feeling that i can't denied. Huh, so tempting for me. So upon that, I had been very far...

Hye everybody! It's been few months yet my last post. I had recently finished my examination and now having many free time till waiting for the results to come out. I had been resting almost 2 month and remains one month till the results day. I guess maybe you want to know how well did I spent my free time. So I'm gonna share a lil bit of the things I had done so far. First, On the very first day after get back home from my boarding school is I had almost a week of sleep for almost of the time. The reason why is because I cant get enough sleep back then and now the time for paying it back. HAHAHAH thats what I'm thinking btw. I'm enjoying those hours of sleep and relaxing my mind and body. XD Second, After enjoying sleeping beauty time, I hang out with my friends from my old school. We had an overnight together at Safiah's house. It was super fun for me because we had been wanting overnight together since in Form 2. And finally we got the chance for it, we e...

Hey!  I think it's been a really huge gap till I got this chance to write something in my blog. Pheww, this totally month was huge massive depression and stress as I am having SPM now. Its not over yet and till I got few papers more! The main topic of today is I wanted to share all those feelings and thoughts I had since this past few months. So first, I had a friend. A boy Friend. Me and him was just friend I guess in the beginning. Yeah we're friend and he was my homeroom. Maybe kinda close as we had been classmates for this 2 years. I once had crush on him as yeah kinda use him to make me strong to forget Azeem at that moment. We had been more closer this year as many of the school programme had been fulfilled together. YEAH many memories had been created. So, on my birthday 25/10, Guess what? He had make a huge beautiful captured moments of surprise for my birthday. I think that was a sweet kind of action from him. Such a good best friend he was. I was happy on that m...

Holla! Its been a while right? Like I'm not updating my blog since I'm having lot of things to be done. So back to the main topic, I would like to share my experienced based on being a student like completely hectic. I just cant get it when teacher like making us to be like whole mummy? Having totally exam in a day without being told early! I'm like yeah wanna score for that but turns out having real nightmares when look up for the results. How a shame! And now I'm sitting on the trial exam before the real big exam! I'm scared for it. LIKE CRUMPYYY!!! I wanna get the scholarship but at the same time I got lot of things to do. Whole week is disaster for me! Yeah regretting it, but at the same time i thought that there's hikmah for that. It's always have something upon it. I just need to be patience, full of commitment and just face it. Go for it. I know I can! So next, I wanna revealed like sharing my 'something' that I had done! I'm doing bat...

So in Form 4, when I was in MRSM, I was missing about him hardly and set my heart that he will be my only crush! Yeah for sure I cant manage to do it as I was far apart from him and the boys here was being nice to me. Heheehe. I manage to see him when my old class makes an Iftar and we finally met as few months apart. I'm so happy at that moment and was taking picture with him and I noticed that someone is jealous abt it. It was my friend. I was being told that when I was leaving, that girl which is Miss D was taking over my place. She takes my attention apart from my friends and starting getting close to my crush. It feels sad coz I don't know what her intention was. And this recently when I was in F5, I was knew that Miss D was totally in love with him. I'm like hey! Don't u know that he is my crush? Hahaahha I cant be mad with her but as a best friend why he taking him as a crush while you know I like him first. It was like a war at first but I just said to myself ...

By reading my headline I think you can guess what gender I'm because usually girls have crush on person. Don't u agree? Hahahaha, nvm. I think I'm starting liking him is when I was in Form 1.I was in imtiaz school back then and then I transferred to new school called SS. I was about putting my legs in front of the class door and a girl introducing me as a newbie then my eyes was stunned to a person that is cute,a lil chubby and short. He was in the centre of the boys and I was walking to the class while my eyes was stunned  to him.Then, when the girls approaching me I was like coming back to reality and answered all the question that been asked by my new classmates. He was so cute when he was in Form 1 and I think I like him at the first glaze! I don't know why but my feelings towards him was so overload and I really like him. You guys never know how my feelings was. Haaahahah. So when we was Form 1, I could say that I was not too close to him and I always argue w...

Hey there! So basically the purpose of writing this is to express my feelings that can't be told that I've been holding personally. Starting about me, I'm an ordinary person such a weird person I think. I'm in boarding school since secondary school. Had been gaining many friends as I'm always transferred to another school due to my mom's job. I had such a beautiful and lovely family although my siblings and I always arguing but that had been such a pleasure for us. HAHAHAAH. Okay, for real, I'm just a person that is happy go lucky, keeping my smile always, make people laugh of my stupid dumb jokes, but yeah they did not know that, despite of the happy face I hold my problems myself. As yeah I'm always had problem and I'm not kind of person that like to tell people about my problems. Yes! I'm a secretive person. Fun thing about me is I like to make dumb jokes. I love to see people laugh at me, it is not you like people to look down for you b...